Today I feel like I’m walking in a dream, like all of this isn’t real. Is this really happening to me? Am I really living this right now or am I simply imagining this? It’s like reality hasn’t come to find me yet and I’m just wandering around searching for it.
Those two questions haunt me today. They repeat themselves over and over and over, like a broken record. I keep waiting to wake up, thinking that maybe all of this was just a dream and I am back to life before it all. I desperately hope not, because I like what has happened. I love what is currently happening in my life and I wouldn’t trade any of it away.
I just wish it would sink in.