I wonder sometimes, are my posts totally boring? Do they inspire anyone? Are they of any sort of value to any single person on this earth? Because it's totally okay if they're not, but I just wonder. I wonder if anyone is impacted by anything I say, if it's important to anyone...
Today is not one of my finer days. I'm tired, I'm grumpy, and I'm bored. I don't know what to do with myself and I don't know what I want to do. I'm just not having a great day. I keep telling myself that I should change it, I should do something about it, but the question remains "What exactly should I do to change it?"
I'm seemingly on this journey of self discovery and it's SO frustrating. Especially, when I don't know what I want, who I am, or what I like/don't like. I know that this is an important step in this great thing called life, but it's not the most lovable. I just want to know. I just want to be free with myself and honest with myself. I want to be able to answer my own questions and take my own advice. Instead, I'm struggling with what I'd like to eat for breakfast. Sigh. Life sucks sometimes and today, it sucks for me.